i’m happy today

When I walked in, the whites of his eyes pierced the dimly lit room.

We smiled.

I said, “You look like Gandhi.”

He laughed gently under his breath (it had progressed rapidly, which is not uncommon).

I hugged him then kissed him. We held hands in silence.


3 Responses to “i’m happy today”

  1. Lesley Says:

    My brother said “to die this way is beautiful.”

    That brought me more peace than I have felt since my Dad came home from the hospital.

    Wise at 35. My brother.

  2. gnuosphere Says:

    Wise? I don’t know about that. It was just a counterbalance.

    My botched spelling of “Gandhi” (now fixed) would have made James Nichols proud. :)

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